“Start work tomorrow. I'm not freaking out as much as feeling REALLY insecure. I KNOW I can do this job, I just know I can, it's a matter of finding a place. Once I'm familiar with it and confident, I know I'll be able to do everything expected of me with confidence. It's this damned anxiety and negative self talk!! I'll be fine! I know that. So why are my guts completely twisted?? Gonna read over my cognitive therapy sheets again before bed. And tea. And meditation. Then, I hope, sleep.”
Posted anonymously in Sanvello's Work Stress community.